Studio8 - Uniting the Arts

it seems appropriate
almost ironic
that I would build
the very corner
i've spent a decade
trying to escape...

I will hide here
to spite myself
and ignore the world
this will be my escape
and my home
this is my place

it will comfort me with tears
and offer no encouragment
no hope and ...

now that the pressure's off
and there is no destination
I'm wishing i'd savored the trip
just a little while long
everything seems so easy now
because really it is
so very simple to love you

the love has always been there
it's us that always gets in the way
while I may not have your candor ...

this was just awesome I want to read it over and over and over again. generally I cant keep my attention for pieces this long but this was just great so full of emotion. I loved it

last night when you left
I was a little upset
I should not do this
it's something i'll regret
or so thats what I thought
so I stayed up for a while
just thinking about life
days when I knew how to smile
then it occurred to me
how Inconsiderate I used to be
and now I'm going back there
to the darker ...

lol what?

I have no idea what that was supposed to mean

ya no I happen to find it amusing on the sole factor of yet another judgment from someone who does not know me the ricki lake comment hilarious outside of that only thing funny was the fact that it only took me 2 days to get crap like this here at least at AC it took me like 4 years. It's ok though ...

lol I love this place

lol@ doreen's last comment

ya well see even if your instances I am still honest because i'd expect people to be honest with me but then I suppose i'm wierd

WOMEN SUCK!

ok I'm kidding this time around my new opinion is people suck and people lie for thier own selfish reasons that generally even they dont know.

I'm generally an honest person at times perhaps to honest (thus why I am hated at AC :) so lies just seem so meaningless to me and I just dont ...

wow what graphic feedback awesome people notice me here :)
anyway I was just really venting from what yesterday seemed to be a devastating breakup but today it seems to be a revealing promise for future endevours.

I dont deal with life very well or relationships this was only the second "serious ...

thanks doreen I was very proud of this piece and it was overlooked at AC (gee what a surprise)

ok so I think WOMEN SUCK

no offense ladies

anyway so here is my rant why do people lie so god damn much????

it's disgusting really people lie and for no obvious reason outside of dragging you along for your own selfish motives i.e. it is easier
people just make me disgustingly sick lying for no ...

calloused emotion blistered
popped and bled on silk sheets
revenue of the damned
blood for the weak
captured in vessels of skin
ripped apart by life
sharp like the pain within
my clogged and clouded heart
endlessly pumping blood
to bleed out in meaningless words
so when they are spit at me
I ingest ...

lol a little sidetracked

umm there was a little tiff over a post about prisoners though I did not take it personally and i'm sorry if you did I dont usually take things personally at all but some people at AC are personal to me at this point because over the years they have become friends

no tos violotions it is a personal crossover between myself and another well established poet at AC more specifically in the dark forums which is the only place I really post so through him I have become crucified in the eyes of any other poet who knows whats going on not a fun feeling