I have a mouth full of blood

[stilltrucking]

It is true I did not see much of what you wrote after this bit:
unclencheth thy brow
thy furrowed scowl
thy putrid strench
thy furious wrenching
thy flaming ranting
if indeed thee believes as thou has said,

To constantly rail for change with deep-seated anger or brute force is barking up the wrong tree.

I was not ranting until I saw that. I did not hear mnaz ranting. Who were you talking too? You tripped my trigger Ace. Show me the flaming ranting and furious wrenching before you stuck your two bits worth of good advice in You know there are a lot of enlightened people here, and they all piss in the wind from time to time.

Now that I re-read it I like the post a lot, but the first time I read it you lost me with the first couple of lines. A

[mnaz]

Before they were enlightened, they pissed in the wind from time to time. After they were enlightened, they pissed in the wind from time to time....

[stilltrucking]

I am going to make one more effort to quit this place. Just as test of my will power.

Adios

[jimboloco]

you can't leave, compadre. i may need some sidekick someday, south of the border, amigo. ay chijuajua!

the other day at work i heard a nurse talking with a somebody and she said she was in desert storm. i came by later and told her i was in vietnam 35 years ago. She said, ohhh. like a silent, that is great, kind of, so i said to her, i hated it. too much of this nonsense is happening. walked on.

sister-in-law of the pt a t work who told me he was a marine denied it when his bro and sisinlaw were here last monday, she aske me why i didn't go back for a second tour, it mustave been very hard, she said, i said, no because i didn't believe in it the same tragedy as iraq today, what the heailll/

i like the pissing in th wind version of the old zen story, kwatz!

[stilltrucking]

I got to find a life jim. tired of living online. this life on the screen is killing me. Just trying to follow my light.

carry on brother

[mnaz]

p.s.

don't leave, stilltrucking.... still too many roads left.

[stilltrucking]

No way mnaz you all are going to have to carry me out of here feet first. I have decided to try and quit cigarettes instead. Again

Sitting here waiting for a friend. I hope Cecil will stream this morning. Maybe he should do a satruday stream too. It just feels like sunday today. I may start my own religion with four day Sabbath.

It just don't feel like a Sunday with out a stream.

[stilltrucking]

we may all as well be dead
so what the hell
let's be brave
an enjoy th ride toward th grave
misbehave an ran't

an if ya cant't kick th habit of self-reproach
i shant broach thy brooding pouch no more,
if it speaks to thyne concerns
just ler er rip
before rest in peace
stiffins thy lip
an loosens thy brow
an thy furrowed scowl
an yer ashes are plowed under
th wrong tree
mercy me
til you quake and shudder
in th flames of fear
an walk thru th fire
cheeerfully oer th earth
what canst thou say
chill that buddhist putz,
like water off a flaming ducks back,
quack, quaker, quack!!

yeah I see it now ace, I see it now
sorry about that

nice writing

[jimboloco]

Mercy I was stoned

getting more into meditation and away from pot, amigo
ps
jesus you are sweet!

[stilltrucking]

I been smoking banana peels.

[the flaming ace]

psychedeliiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
duh i back on th weed ja!

[stilltrucking]

still suicidal after all these years
going back for another Cat scan.
Me and Joe Camel got a thing going

[jimboloco]

hell, i'druther smoke lucky strikes
but not gallois
mercy
them little clove cigarillos from india are sweet
that's what i got re-hooked on the last time
before i finally quit
but
been smoking the marijuana now for quite a while,
just baked my overly-moist stash thhis mawnin and dried it out
and fine grained it thru my little old flour sifter
and viola
dos jointz, man
an i smoked uno
my lungs feel ok
at least a lot bettern what they felt like with the ciggiez
it's another kind of lung-burn
what the hell
i feel like i am doing humankind a favor
showing the long term effects of pot smoking
ah
it's all i'll need for today

[stilltrucking]

Doctors now agree that smoking pot won’t give you lung cancer.
Marijuana smoking does not increase a person’s risk of developing lung cancer, according to the findings of a new study at the University of California Los Angeles that surprised even the researchers.

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/20 ... 083353.htm

Every seed bearing plant for our use the good old book says.

Cigarettes are a death wish for me
A pervesion of the desire to suck at a breast I suppose
I have given up pleasure for happiness
I won't feel that soft warm vaginal hand shake again
But no reason to kill myself

Hey I heard a bit on NPR that said pot might prevent lung cancer. maybe it was just a snide remark.

Good stuff for me, but I don't reccomend it for everyone. Certainly no one under fifty. It does better for me than the commercial pharmaceuticals

smoke um if you got um.

[jimboloco]

bloody right
but i am still considering not smoking for today