so it seems

[bethany]

It seems that I have no use.
I'm the one whose pride has been abused.

I'm the one who you'd never suspect would be here.
The one you "hold dear."

The one who asked you to stop time and time before.
Now look, you're laying on the floor.

Does it seem that you want me to help you?
How do you expect me to?

I've given you help through my life.
you didn't accept help, and now you're in strife.

Do you find it kind of Ironic?
A little turn of event?
That when I begged you to stop,
you didn't let it in.

Soon they'll be here to take me away,
you'll start crying, begging them to let me stay.

our life will be hell for a few weeks...
then back to normal, or so it seems.

It will happen soon, I don't know when.
But I know in my heart it will happen again.

It seems that before, you had me caged.
But tell me this... will you ever change?