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home sweet home

Post by creativesoul » February 11th, 2016, 2:29 am

every time i leave that classroom my mind is spinning- im thinking about when i was a kid and on the schoolyard i had some bully pinch my tits
i know that didnt happen again.
there were other things that did-some were fun- some- not so fun-
i just hear that 'im tired' no energy voice- and its lie the 'im hungry voice'who are you?
what do you really want here?
the black and white art- or is it the tedious learning process- i rebel even againest the things which are good for me- early development skills i guess.
i thought i was real tough. as it turns out - im not- that my humor has been a shield for years- 'please protect me from pain'
the homeless goat guy at the trolley stop yesterday- his little troll fingers- tslking to -- not sure- no one i could see,, and hestatrts telling me while rolling a cigarette- that he didnt' like my mug'
i got mad. i told him- that i didnt care- but i did.
what can i do? this is the face i have.it is getting older- and i sure as shit am not taking any shit from a troll t the trolley stop=i am sure he was a short guy- im a tall lean and mean machine- no man is ever going to beat me down again- not ever-
so in my way home- im thinking about these little 2x2 squares my teacher loves - always in black and white-
the laughing girl graduate student stands on my last nerve=
all of us just with a finger in the light socket-

electric and vital to our surrvival- we do what the prefessor says and learn things in the process- and the paint comes squeezing out
painint a new one-on some old ones- i can hear the music now-- it has been an adventure- going deaf after all those rock concerts= i quit smoking- really= 30 days valentines day- first time i loved myself like this- but im hanging on- these things im learning have burned down the old ideas with a real fire-

i will not give in to that complaining girl that tries to sabotage my every move
she does not want me close to anyone
because then she would be alone
but she is alone
yeah and she likes it that way
who could stand your 'not sleeping fits?"
your neeed to keep it clean
it has been a hazzard
excet art makes things messy
thats why i cannot be married
because i spend too much time
not painting
writing
instead im baking :mrgreen:
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---

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Re: home sweet home

Post by mnaz » February 11th, 2016, 9:15 pm

Yes, always keep going, learning, burning old ideas to make room for new ones.

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Re: home sweet home

Post by creativesoul » February 14th, 2016, 11:47 am

Thank you!
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---

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Re: home sweet home

Post by creativesoul » February 15th, 2016, 11:52 am

Ha ha ha ha the goat guy trolley
And his folly

Ran into him again
He said " I was probably drunk.. And apologized
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---

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Re: home sweet home

Post by saw » February 17th, 2016, 11:44 am

no sense in second guessing our pasts, now....is all there is....might as well keep busy with life, learning and creating....leaving the world a few pieces of our self ....the kids will appreciate the art.....knowing your hands and mind touched it.....make art, make love
If you do not change your direction
you may end up where you are heading

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Re: home sweet home

Post by creativesoul » February 20th, 2016, 6:22 pm

True - you see it saw! The best is coming this way!!!
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---

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