its a place of shame

[sonofthesun]

not sure why i come
but i still do
over and over
sickens me when done
but whilst its better than i ive ever known
how can the same not lose its luster
must be god given
get your rocks off
it helps you debase yourself
at anothers expense

[sonofthesun]

the visual
relates not to mass
in either sense
for the person
i feel for
for the erection
i feel for release
and then forever after
i pray
to never know the person
i came to.
a mirror
to my abasement