The New Decade Jam - starting Jan 2010

[WIREMAN]

blessed to be a
Beat child
dinners on the floor
billie on the hi-fi
remember the big wood box
w/a record player in it?
the magic needle
scratch and skip
my girl's gone on
to the other side
o carole jean
i wanna call her
just no answer
mom's in nursing home
lovin' anything i do
she was artist
showed at madam's organ gallery
1979
all so long ago
the bad brains hanging on
sowebo fest 25 years young
last sunday
it's already tuesday
i'm off work
2 more daze
heard the train horn moan
over at the station
i'm stayin' put
all we can do is keep on jimbo
keep writing yer gut

[stilltrucking]

spilling my guts
what would jitterbug say to me about our mother
when she beat on me and beat on beat with her hand
or anything that was handy, a belt, a coat hanger, a brush
And I cried out in pain and fear
He said
"Let her hit you don't cry"
And one day I just took the blows
And she hit me till her arm got tired
and then she looked at me for a long time
Studied my face and never hit me again.

Sometimes all you can do is wait her out.

"The mother is the first awesome miracle that haunts the child his whole life, whether he lives within her powerful aura or rebels against it."
The Denial of Death. Ernest Becker

[jimboloco]

satyagrabya
wowsville

like, wow, i used to resent the young zen teacher
because he was haughty in demeaner
when in his robes, still doo even moreso now
because he doesn't know pain he is successful from the getgo
he don't know why ma tsu killed the cat no how

don't resent the warm younger zen teachers who are blessed
with great folks, great karma, jimbo buddy bop prosidy
others were blessed with great folks too but less haughty beat types
others were blessed with alienation and became zen clown priests
and anyhow we are trying to come together as refugees wired for good
beat out from the past anger and violence of the world around us

still, maybe some day when you die we can have your guts spilled
cleansed like they do chitlins, sauteed in olive oil, texas pete hot sauce drops,
grokked that we might know your spirit and deep driving pain
that you held in your abyss with god driving the wheel
til ya became a kind friend like all texans who are not bigots or jerks

mercy mr magoo you've don it again
laid yer golden egg just like a hen-pecked kid
who will get his mama back again if
ya just lay one more golden egg an then she'll be yer friend
xept it all came out ass backwards like all golden eggs do
an yer back in good company before ya get too blue tooo.

[stilltrucking]

I decided that sixty nine was a ripe old age to make peace with my mother and the mighty smitey god of my mothers and fathers before her.

God bless you Jimboloco
I thrive on Zen Flames.

[jimboloco]

pffft!zzzz

i won't make peace with my mama till she reads my pome
then when i yam 69 i will 2 grokk you dead or alive
mind you

pffft!zzzz

[stilltrucking]

come on jimbo
don't be waisting time doing back edits
lets hammer hammer
out here on the show lane
we are on that yellow brick road amigo
were coming up on mile marker zero
Zion just around the next bend over that hill
and we be rolling free like a stone
taking the day off coming lets go

[jimboloco]

don't run over me with your dogma baby
everybodhi must get stoned
i jam it out yes then consider how to clarify
an elicit
you delete
boo hoo
grok you

tuesday june 1st 2010 con jesus

told my wife a story bout muhammad
i read last nite when i was still.maddening
he was just starting his ministry
some folks thought he was strange
one lady always dumped her garbage out
on his head every day when he went by
he was in rapture and a kook she thought
look he keeps walking he must not notice
one day he walked by and was not hit by garbage
he went up into her abode to see what was the matter
she was sick in bed and when she saw he cared about her
she became converted with a new faith in goodness.

jesus and muhammad are friends
the Kaaba cube is a four square piece of logic
it is good to be square beat down
like wire wrought from fear
bent into flowers and snakes in the grass yesssss

[stilltrucking]

IT is good you have someone to look down upon
help yourself to me

"you can't be better than the worst you recognize"

my dogma ate my karma
has it ever crossed your mind that the serpent was telling the truth
kind of like a Jewish Prometheus?

[jimboloco]

yes the serpent is thhe tao
gonna roll one for victory
jam a ditty
then fix my flat
just like that on wid duh day
and some lil biz wif stuff

[stilltrucking]

and women are the fruit of the tree of life

[stilltrucking]

I guess I must have been posting while you were cause it looks like another back edit


okay

fix that flat
roll on

[jimboloco]

smellah fart
smart fellah
back edit my ass
posting guilt
leftovers from
lit kicks where
some mind would
take offense
cause ya
copied an post-
ed their pome
an such fart-
wringers from th right
sometimes disguised as neo-
fascist philosopher poets
sometimes snuck thru
an were expozed an shed
like old snake skin,
othertimes artsy fartsy left-
wringer wanabe professorial
assassinators got kinky
an expozed their private
killing fantasies in full frontal view,
othertypes shocked uptight cause ya
may have alerted th fbi un-
wittingly on th sly like th snake-
men ya'll are just like me

takes one ta know one
who knows simple
right from wrong
don't tap me no
mo postin guilt trip
ditties i've had enough
shed that skin snakeymon
doo wop diddie ya ain't no biddie
no mo!

[stilltrucking]

I know you used to do it all in good fun
when you would go behind and back edit your replies after you read what I replied.
you admited it to me and I was relieved because I thought you were psychic, mean while, now in real time that was then
now is now
we are crossing a bridge over the river of spilled milk


I don't mind just my vanity

This is a hard board
working without a net
first thoughts revealing
tilling up worms
at the core of our consciousness

I used to go back and edit typos now I am getting uncomfortable with that.

this is the only game in town for me
I don't complain about my chances
Love to
GO

ah litkicks loved that flame board
I used to call it my Zen Board.
Spent a lot of my time there

[jimboloco]

where is jo jo when we need him?
i love that kid he could be famous someday
if he survives long enough otherwise
he might flameout first he needs time
a whole lotta time to jam moron
this later comment you made pachy-
derm style pounding lightly an deftly
"I thought you were psychic"
yas you with the elephantine skull
an yer memory bank ginko biloba full
of deletions no wonder why is ok
had coffee, 2 j's now a miller lite
feelin better th pain is almost gone
now i can say my flat's been fixed
just th tire needs changin thazz all
an our sleeping jammers bein tickled
ta see what an who shows up

my deflation has been fixed
one more time it was a wonder
this time wow i fall on my ass
ya'll love me whilst
i pluck meself up yup
i love th smell of lillies

[stilltrucking]

Thanks for inspiring my new tag line

Basic Concepts of Satyagraha: Gandhian Nonviolence
http://www.dfong.com/nonviol/basicsat.html

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I can't remember who Jo Jo is.

I miss Illuminara she has such style. Sometimes I think she is here on studio eight using another ID.

I got outside for a bit
Dancing around inside as much as I can