I miss the side long glances

[stilltrucking]

Tender Mercies, I can hardly remember the movie but I love the that title




Sure I am a jack ass
and next thing mingo will be telling me to man up

[SadLuckDame]

I'm in one of those moods, I'm very much with my whorish side
and just laying out next to her in her torn up dresses, she has her chin thrust up or forward, she's very defiant, even more so defensive, but I do love her, Jack. I still love her.

It's o.k. by me if men don't see the attraction, as long as she's mine,
I'm gonna love her all the same.

Gonna google for your movie.
I'm such a blister today. I need the distraction.

[stilltrucking]

Sometimes I wish I had a mood ring so I could tell what my mood is. Not sure what my mood today is today. Fat I think.

I hope you have a better day tomorrow.

[SadLuckDame]

It wasn't a bad day. I think I'm in the habit of screwing with people just for ticks and wiggles, well those I'm not especially fond of. I might be semi mean spirited. Just figuring it out. Anyway, I want to see you with a mood ring. That makes me very happy to picture.

[stilltrucking]

I checked my facebook page and it says my mood is moody

It was a bad in day black when the Hebrews and the Greeks hooked up.

Not a bad day
since when...
what makes for a bad day
when I ask questions like that
I scare myself

I don't miss her any more
I don't miss her glances
just her smile

[SadLuckDame]

You could friend me then?
ppp

[stilltrucking]

An honor to friend you but if you are talking about Facebook I don't have one of those.

[SadLuckDame]

You already are my friend, you brat you.
Don't you know us?

I'm gonna sleep on that one.

[stilltrucking]

thanks dame

I was sitting here shaking like a leaf
at the thought of getting a FaceBook page just to freind you.


I spend too much time online as it is.

[SadLuckDame]

I don't mind where we're talking
I only worry when we don'ts.

[short timer]

I remember her, the woman I had in mind when I thought how demurely she speculated on my erection with her side long glances. My feminist girl friend. she knew we could never be lovers, but she let me fuck her anyway, it was one of those pity fucks I guess, she felt responsible for my pain and was going to make it up to me for getting poked in the eye when I got that drunk off her back in that capitol hill bar. That was back when I was so unenlightened about what women want. She was a good friend, I mean I enjoyed her company, but I was so crazy. That brief romance was the end of our friendship pretty much.

[short timer]

How old was I? It is like I am missing eight years(1972-1980). Was it before or after silent woman? After, I must have been around thirty nine it was the next to last time for me,
my last vagina would be in February of 1980?
Not unusual in this country for people to go long times with out sexual intercourse. But forty years seems odd. But at least I have found something to do I enjoy almost as much as that.

I watched a pretty good movie today, An Education

[SadLuckDame]

It's as if...
we were meant to linger.

[still.trucking]

Dolores O' Riordan Linger



What is this battling bands

I liked that movie, An Education a lot. Geezers thrive on chick movies. Probably my favorite part is where she gets crushed, yes I know it has a happy bittersweet ending. But I needed to feel that kind of heartbreak again. Chip the rust off my old heart. Yeah I remember the last night we were together, me walking away down Pennsylvania Avenue as if I knees had turned to water. The sidewalk heaving under my feet.

Much better to have loved and lost. But It was not really love, it was more like I lusted and lost.

I had a friend in Nashville Tennessee who was a song writer, he once used the word "linger" in a song and the record company did not like it. Sounded too sensual to them. They wanted songs about women in flannel house coats. Nothing wrong with that.

[SadLuckDame]

Oh yes, the love...don't we all love to lose.
The women come in slips and tease.

Get your boots on.