pot is not

[stilltrucking]

Does it make more sense to refer to Buddha as Aryan and Jesus as Semitic?

I can't write, wekk I can write but all my thoughts turn to Clay. I can't stop thinking about him.

I don't know if I will be able to post again till he is okay. All my words turn to ash in my mou th.

take care jimbo amigo

[the mingo]

You're doin' good, Jim. Facing facts. Your heart's pounding so you can hear it. judih's right 'bout that. Everything behind you led you here. Your writing has changed, I know that much, it's different in expression and focus than the way and things you were writing of before this. Getting in touch is painful and never smooth. I've never ever ever heard you admit of the "mess underneath" before today, do you know that ? Have faith in this, the things you are going through now. You are going to make it, ya know, because you want to. Ya know how I know that ? I know it because you have not quit on this and you have not quit on this because for the first time in a long time you have lifted your heart up off the ground. There it is.

[jimboloco]

http://www.ma-online.org/chatroom.html

thanks, friend, you are so right, just climbing out

doing my first on-line meeting right now, wanted to post the link as proof, moron this later

[jimboloco]

is saying that jesus was jewish like saying the buddha was hindu?

[stilltrucking]

don't mean nothing drive on

[jimboloco]

i got my 60 day chip from marijuana anonymous

http://www.ma-online.org/chips-60days.html

[jimboloco]

bad days
holes in the brain
visions of despair
truckin into an impasse
right into the cloud
wrap around sound
musique pour le yoga/phoebus
http://musicalrelaxation.com/zenradio/

[judih]

may music enlighten the dark spots
and set you dancing again

[jimboloco]

sweet thankyou
it appears that
pot is not
all bad for me

i did 75 days
had serious depressions
added an anti-depressant
to the bipolar med

they block the abyss
but if i want a mood lift
the holy ganja helps

in a moderated tone
living under the radar
cultivating a return
to the world of samsara

[judih]

under doctor's orders
ie. take control
know your danger points

too many meds can spoil the broth

and hi, jim, good to see you!

[jimboloco]

Too few meds made for a bad day, unfortunately
still got the shakes, but at peace.

[stilltrucking]

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/stor ... =126827410

[Artguy]

Hey Jimbo, I've missed you and your insights. Bon Courage mon amie.

[jimboloco]

Just had a toot.
Only paranoid about getting caught. I'll lose my veteran's income,
finally a recognition. Oh yeah, I had a.series of flashbacks,
Photographic. Very real. I was, unfortunately, an ace with a .38 and psychic. I'd blank them after, nonplussed.


So, I gotta get my computer hooked up.
My cat Sammy is my companion. Thanks to the VA.

[MrGuilty]

I wish the government would keeps its bloody hands off my social security check

It beats me jimbo, I just hope you got a doctor who practices the arts and sciences of medicine
nothing wrong with being paranoid if you are, can't remember who wrote that on litchicks, head burner?

I lost touch with a friend from nashville a long time ago, his wife would lie to her doctor, she smoked she drank, she was good woman but she used to tell her doctor she did not smoke and ran five miles a day.