Self-mutilation supersedes any type of relations
flirting with the allure
of interminable vacation
the sordid ways he loved me serve as justification
pain I crave
slave to brutality
a million miles from reality
I hate me
incessantly I desecrate this barren shell
a vacant stare
all that’s left there
camouflage this tragic cause
morbid pause
create a mirage
hide grief
state of disbelief
where I still reside.
flirting with the allure
of interminable vacation
the sordid ways he loved me serve as justification
pain I crave
slave to brutality
a million miles from reality
I hate me
incessantly I desecrate this barren shell
a vacant stare
all that’s left there
camouflage this tragic cause
morbid pause
create a mirage
hide grief
state of disbelief
where I still reside.
