i should be
preparing
for a presentation tomorrow.
but instead
i'm drinking vodka and smoking a pack
like i'm the last man on earth.
the alarm clock is like the devil:
you don't know that he's real
until you meet 'em.
"From the sudden invasion of a mind not my own in the world. This I will record. For whom? For m y s e l f, beyond denial and beyond indifference." - Philip Lamantia