jam#2-running in hell

[jimboloco]

fear and loathing on the bombing trail

gonna show it in july, mounted on a flag of
earthtoned red terra cotta, ultramarine blue, speckled yellow-green paper, dried wood frame.

st pete art center members' show
had to buy my way in.

[Lightning Rod]

I see the thousand-mile stare
and bumblebees falling
steel locusts in horror

[jimboloco]

and tears fallen onto inksplashes
because the clue is to touch
fear, regret, horror, sadness,

not to conform to scripted standards
salute, be honored, support more war

great to be a rebel into deeper humanity.
yet some would say i's a traitor
the journey of a thousand miles
walked by sojourner zen monk
claude anshin thomas
killed hundreds machine gunner choppers
woke up to the bell of mindfullness.


http://www.wordwiseweb.com/ZPO/anshinrawphotos.html


http://www.buddhanetz.org/projekte/helikopt.jpg

http://www.zaltho.org/images/mtn_retrea ... erland.jpg

[e-piph[lol]]

was it a dream
can't recall now, seems like
so many grains of sand away
i was dreaming of nut trees
and water;
desert shade
when a daisycutter took myhead off
and threw it in the lap of my child

[jimboloco]

not killing
not dropping daisy cutters
the still small voice of a child spake to me

just in time

[e-piph[lol]]

good and saying
much for you
that someone
moved to fill your shoes
next guy paying different dues;
better at justification
or hiding truth behind eyes
of a stretched bill of goods

that conviction of youth,
the goodness of a soul
can be usurped
on a wing and a prayer
glad you flew
fly boy fly on
i salute you

[jimboloco]

i flew the coop
bailed out
ja!

allright
i'll submit a poem
yes i flew jetz
at 600 knots and ten thousand feet
we started the loop in-trail formation,
not atomized entrails, dave, panc-
aked in nevada,
shit.
but at the time dave turnnned to duzzzt in nevada,
snowed, man, Nevada is Español
for Snowed, man, which is what I am getting on,
responsible why not? Snowed.
live I am, ja now,
phoenixxx boiddd rizezzz frum th' asshe'shis, mon
thelonius monkkkkkkkk.
"blue monkkkkk!"
said my step-zombie crazy son musician hipster
then they do it melody jam
with thaat guru
playin spontaneous beyond the xchordzzz, mon.

[e-piph[lol]]

just a


.


to say i've been.

write on. brother
right on - themachine never took me
anywhere i very specifically
didn't need exactly to be

yours beta testing
the non-phenomenal,
piph

[jimboloco]

excuze me
who sayz you is non-phenomenal
you're a superstar

me, nobody special either,
the t-38 sucks people in,
it allures,
then, you are theirs.

remember, i graduated 13th in my class (dave was #1)
i chose cargo planes, then chose
the ugliest smallest cargo plane of them all,
http://www.c-7acaribou.com/album/jsphotos/js017.htm
then
after a year of unwilling disenchantment,
http://www.c-7acaribou.com/album/skphotos/sk_014.htm
(i wanted to conform, a natural conservative)
i came back in disillusion, found new friends in
anti-war folk, escpecially pot-smoking hipsters and anti-
war veterans.

you the hipster. without the hippies, there never would have been a counter-culture, never would have been anti-war vets organized, the biz worked as a whole, the romanticism of
cultural revolution, at that time, was the new allure,
thank GAWD, Claude, you a cornucopia of epiphaniez

[e-piph[lol]]

thank hey u make me blush but wait!

i am saying
we are betatesting the lifeforce
and sometimes it takes form
like a jet
or a heart
and sometimes its even
bigger and formless and more still than that..


phenomena is observable .. what looks on but the non-phenomenal.. eh? i dont know, im jus sayin
hey

[jimboloco]

i guess i could look it up in the on-line encyclopedia, like how i track ren& ok,

yours beta testing
the non-phenomenal,


we are betatesting the lifeforce
phenomena is observable .. what looks on but the non-phenomenal.. eh?

duhhh. it's all good!