sex adds

[creativesoul]

i am looking for some one that can love deeply
can refuse to be angry

[Doreen Peri]

i have been hurt by the anger
in reaction to me being myself
i am looking for the same
thing you are

[creativesoul]

i am here
the same as i was with te exceptions of having finally met up with myself
and with kindness
admired her in the mirror
men open doors for me
he looks at me with a gentlness and a sweetness
i love him
but the man side of all of me is still fragile
and with out some type of real elbow room
my horses start to run wild inside
fear has kept me quiet
and i left that behind me when i walked towards being a step mother to his twin boys
i did not agree to do the get up
early in the morning
i did not agree to be someone else , cherish and live in harmony
agreed to love
i will have to rent a painting studio now
and hang out at my friend s apartment while she s out of twn with th rver view fr writing
or the computer lab
i will hav to mk myself some what unavailable fo th daily chores of his children
whom i adore
but i have raised two beautiful sons tht re grown up
and i am inally going to gradute school
so what does this all mean?
will i have to take a lover/
will my integrity wash with the colors i choose to paint with/
all my freinds say wait, do not marry him now
friends sometimes give good advice
sometimes not
sex without angr love without lust
ashes to ashes
dust to dust

[mnaz]

harmony,

i like the harmony.