Studio8 - Uniting the Arts

to take a quote out of context
"speak truth to power"
a woman's power

deer sister cat

I try to speak truth to power. I try to open my heart to her, if she sees anything useful in it, I want her to have it. Depression, I got it too, but not all the time, and maybe not as bad, it scares me more in women then men, is that sexist, there is one theory about Sylvia Plath and PMS. I was not always so open hearted, I wish I could tell you something about men that would be useful.
avuncular advice.

I forgot what i said sooze but thanks, I think you said it all. Thanks nice post, I mean useful, you be a straight shooter

I try to keep the joy and forget about how god dam vain I was, how self conscious,with body images, dam tragic sometimes, I see it in a young student driver of mine, a boy a boy-man,

I know a another guy, a musician in california, I remember him from high school, he went his own way, found his own way at a young age, but me I had to wander a long time until I found. Not to late, every thing on time on schedule, oh yeah you can't rush the rythms of slow moving time.

dam don't you wish it would slow down, trying to find that subjective child's clock where time goes so slowly

Here's an additional piece of input on the subject.
Everyone knows about craving for "ideal partner".
Putting aside homosexuality for now, a man that craves for the ideal woman is, without realising it, craving for inner completion, and looking for that completion in the outer world instead of looking for it within himself. Through fantasizing he can throw all of his passion on a woman and convince himself that she's a "soulmate". That kind of passion of course usually results in trauma.
But the way to find his soulmate is to reconcile himself with his inner woman, or anima, if you want, and reach completion.
Of course, it also goes the other way round. And once a man who has fulfilled his anima meets a woman who has fulfilled her animus, the relation they can develop can last a long time and bring great harmony, because none of them have a false image of the other, for both of them have accomplished the object of all their fantasies, they ARE the object of all their fantasies, so they don't need to go craving for false gods and godesses in the "exterior" world.
But I shouldn't really be saying this. I haven't identified my female counterpart yet so I don't know what I'm talking about. I only have the intuition, that it's true.
So here you have it, my current theory on soulmates. It's all in the mind. Take it or leave it.


Have any of you read the naked ape trilogy by desmond morris? It describes the human mating dance (and other social behaviors) in a very litteral way. Quite interesting. I wonder where mine is.

personally, being feminine on the outside, but masculine on the inside, i think and usually act much more like a man.

monsters from the id

the ugliness inside

just me and the fucking dots again

don't mean nothing